I am Yours

Friday looms. Everything happens on Friday….

Fraction and our open studios as well as delivery of my new works to Julian.



I have created about 15 new works in the last few weeks. I don’t know how. I am beyond tired. ….hysterical laughter bubbles up quickly…..the tranquillity of making the works lies deeply though. ...and the determination. Calming, keeping me alight.



The work for the exhibition I am Yours and Fraction has been an interesting journey. the intimacy of the sizes has invoked a reflection of a deeply changed emotional landscape for me. the works are more of a personal narrative, ….still purposefully using the buildings to illustrate these ideas that are more than me…..but the titles reflect upon this highly personal aspect. A jigsaw to put together

Artwork Titles;

The Journey Begins and Ends Here

Last Orders

The Winter Palace



The Watchtower

The Castle

The Martyr



Whittled

From Afar, From Afar



belong to nothing

belong to no-one

belong nowhere…..



Belong somewhere



Here lies my confession

Here I laid hope

Here I laid to rest



Out of the dust comes light and power



Thawed



I am Yours

I give to thee

Somewhere near the beginning

I am going to be showing in the Projection Space at John JOnes this summer and decided this would present a great opportunity to start a blog.

I am a painter, I am based in London. I graduated from the Royal College of Art in 2005. I have exhibited quite a bit since graduating and it has been quite an education. I show with galleries as well as with independent curators and projects.
I think I would like to do a PHD but not sure if I am academic enough. I like to teach- I want to do more. A workaholic, I never have enough time for all that I want to achieve.
I am passionate about my work and of art.

This is the quote that coherently explains my feelings about my work.

‘Painting is a language through which painters discover their subjects and also both lose and find themselves.It is as much an act of recovery as it is one of discovering the unknown As words frequently tell the writer what to write , the substance of a painting dictates where nuance lies and where meaning might be found. If painting is a mirror it cannot avoid reflecting the one who made it. Paint can be dirty and sorrowful. These places are scenes of loneliness and desperation but also of hope and redemption.’’ Adrian Searle, Peter Doig Catalogue

So lets begin somewhere in the middle of this. In 2008 I was selected through open submission for Salon 08 which is where I first caught the eye of Kate Jones, ( from John Jones, the eminent framers and supporters of contemporary art ) one of the Judges of the prize. An artist friend of mine Paul Benjamins then introduced me to her whilst I was showing at the London Art Fair with Contemporary Art Projects. The rest is history etc. The Jones family many of whom are involved in the John Jones business are some of the loveliest people I have met in the art world. genuinely passionate about art and artists, Professional and pretty darn cool.
I am looking forward to it. It's a great motivator to have a deadline and the opportunity to show works to a new audience. I am in the middle of making works for it and am also making some changes n my work- With encouragement from a fellow artist Matthew Atkinson ( http://www.matthewatkinson.co.uk/) and also from my long suffering partner (LSP as he will be known in the future) I am unravelling exciting things. Oils, after a sabbatical of 10 years ( I use acrylic) - oh , the joy of that! The way it glides and the depth of the colour!

I am exploring and experimenting and it is scary! letting go of some things and making leaps – or so it feels to me-rather than baby steps. Perhaps you will not see anything too brave… I hope you will as it is my desire to keep pushing.

So dear reader I will take you on my journey as I agonise and obsess over these changes and talk about previous experiences in the art world, the highs and lows of being an artist and my own occasional rants and philosophies....